So, as some of you may have noticed today (those of you who also follow the blog’s Twitter feed), I changed the Twitter handle from @therunningbear5 to @zdgober. Some screamed, some wept, and some questioned it all. It was traumatic, I know. :::cosmic irony now picked up by the 3 people that will actually read this post::: I decided that I’d write a post of explanation before I go to bed (and get up early for a workout before the workweek begins).
I have been playing around with this change in my mind for a while now. I think it came about for two main reasons.
1) I am pretty much the only person who posts on the blog now. Of my many founders and co-founders, Chris Guenard (@chris_guenard) is the only one left, and he, being quite busy with pre-med related stuff, has not had much time to post and I do not blame him, although I think he may do a guest post in the coming weeks. We’ll see.
2) I think that I created the Running Bear blog because I wanted to create an image and a mascot that collectively represented my experiences after the point I decided to get healthy and prior to the inception of the blog. My life had been a mix of running, healthy eating, and sheer determination, and I wanted to share my story. The image of a running bear, a ferocious man-creature that grabs life by the salmon lends itself quite well to that story. So I went with it, and the blog speaks to those ideas. The blog has spoken to them and will continue to speak to them, and so for those reasons, the blog is staying www.therunningbearblog.com for the foreseeable future.
However, Twitter is something different. Twitter is my voice. I probably tweet several times a day, if I can. And, when I think about my voice, and when I think about @therunningbear5, the voice of the Running Bear, I can’t help but see a difference. The Running Bear is a part of me, of course, but if you subtract out The Running Bear part of me, there’s still a whole other guy. There’s a guy who loves traveling, movies, restaurants, and getting in long conversations with friends at bars he’s never previously heard of. There’s a guy who gets up every morning, walks 20 minutes to work in business formal, and actively comments on how great it is to be alive. There’s a guy who loves what he does for a living, gets a thrill out of working in teams, and strives to inspire those around him with the goodness he cannot help but see in the world. I know who that person is. And it takes about 24 hours of energy per day just to be that person, but I’ll keep doing it because it’s worth every one of those 24. It’s worth each hour because I know that if I give each hour that full hour of Zack Gober, of @zdgober, then I will eventually achieve the things that I want to achieve and set new goals and achieve those. And I’ll be able to help others achieve their goals in the most effective way that I possibly can.
These past two months, since college perhaps, have really helped me understand the difference between @therunningbear5 and @zdgober, the persona and the person (if there ever really were a persona, because as far as I know, I have never actually seen a Running Bear, or a Running Bear costume, for that matter, no matter how cool it would be). They have helped me understand what I want to do, what I need to do, what makes me happy, and who I really am. I can reasonably conclude that I am Zack Gober; in fact, I can decisively conclude that. And for that, I’m grateful. The Running Bear may be some fraction (or maybe even multiple) of me, but Zack Gober is all of me, and I want you, the readers, to know that in the arena, the stadium of the Running Bear blog, it is Zack Gober talking. It is me, not the Running Bear, humbly sharing my stories and putting my heart on the line, hoping that some modicum of what I let flow from my fingers onto the WordPress text field will move you, or at least help you, to continue pursuing your passions and your dreams. That’s all I can do. That’s all any of us can really do.
Zack